bleahhh;  
 
 
the last hurrah  
& Friday, October 15 
  
gosh..the meaning of stress has just gotten into me
i mean its totally over my head..
prelims have come and gone
and Os are right at the doorstep
everyone is expecting 
i feel inadequate
arrgh...dun stress me please
i wanna do well really...
but the fear is overwhelming
i place it all in Your hands
because i only look to you for approval
me and bev have made up
after like 293784 years of not talking
gladd:)
she just messaged me out of the blue
and we just cleared things up
kinda like a load of my mind
but other things are still weighing it down
i'm throwing them away..now
i'm just ranting
shoo if you cant stand it
take it or leave it
i dun need you..
goodbye
9:11 AM