bleahhh;
the last hurrah
& Saturday, April 30
i feel loved(:
went jogging at toapayoh stadium.
couldnt run the distance i wanted to because of stupid stitchintheside. ugh.
and the moment i stopped it disappeared.
wasnt tired but didnt feel like running. so i walked home(:
i decided to tell Him everything. and so i did.
i wouldnt say i'm praying. i just talked and talked and talked.
told Him how things were going and what i felt about everything.
walking with Jesus:) i love it. so much.
got home and realised my parents were worried about me.
guessed i should have smsed them or at least listen out for my handphone.
but they were really sweet about it.
sorry. but you really neednt worry about me fainting in the stadium. i'm strong! after all i'm your child(: LOL!
oh i fixed a window with my dad today!
mummy and papa's window just dropped out and landed on that tiles with the aircon compressor thing. papa really wanted to get that window and mummy didnt allow him cos he's not fully recovered and stuff. so i went! because ziteng is in study camp so he cant help. and you know me, i'll take every chance to prove that i'm as good as any guy. so i climbed! (mummy doesnt know yet, i think she's gonna be really shocked) hee(: it was incredibly fun and scary. the tiles kept creaking beneath my feet. we managed to fix it together. haha(: and of course i took the time to sit on the "roof" and enjoy this sporadic experience.
ate lunch alone with papa and he talked about work and i talked about school and church. and of course he always talks about what i should do in uni and that i should study hard and start thinking about what i want to do and ....
love you papa! so much.
i like the song on gloree's blog. beautiful.
indeed who am i.
who am i. that You are mindful of me.
who am i. that You took the time to walk with me
who am i. that You gave Your son.
who am i. that You love. so much.
and i am loved. always(:
because of who YOU are.
-oohunspeakablejoy!
oh yes!
khairul is on tee's blog!
go check it out(:
goodbye
2:30 PM
& Friday, April 29
this is an extremely long entry and if you were not with me for any part of today. i strongly advise you against reading it. cheers!
today is a looong day.
i am awfully sleepy but i cant sleep because of stupid wet hair. i dont want to do PI draft 2.
so to pass time
for fear of shorttermmemoryloss.
and because today is a goood day.
i better quickly blog about it lest people think that i am a pessimist and have a sad life.
sports day! LOL(:
why do they have it in the afternoon?!
and they make us have lessons in the morning.
sigh sometimes i wonder if teachers are humans.
but it was really great.
phoenix had the most sunny spot. but we were the closest to the finishing line which is extremely important to me. so yea it was goood.
i cheered and cheered and cheered. and now i am clueless why i still have a voice.
cheerleading! haha(:
tee you were great. really.
after the cheerleading i had no idea if i wanted ursa or phoenix to win.
oh well the best gets the prize! YOU TOTALLY ROCKED!
the ride to city hall was super long.
and there was this weird women in the bus who kept staring at me.
ok fine i must have been a sight
-big eyes bags (extremely weird and upsetting dreams lately)
-red nose and cheeks (the sun)
-red lips (laziness to fill up water bottle and the indulgence of the milo truck)
-stupid pimple (stressssss)
-frustrated face (i was so late for dinner!!)
and then i met stella(:
gloree played her out so she asked me out. SIGH.
i am joking. reallyreally.
i had a whale of a time. haha(:
no it was not a hot date. i shall let gloree and stella keep that name for their dates.
we ate SUBWAY!! my favourite place.
she was so sweet to accede to my request despite eating there a few days ago.
the place was infested with victorians to quote stella.
but of course i was not as paranoid as stella was when she was with gloree.
oh yes! stella saw hongkhim. and she said he's "only ok".
nah he's worse than that. maybe one day i'll show her khairul.
even though he is not goodlooking and was kinda gay when he was cheerleading.
he still rocks!
so we talked and ate and talked.
she is such a scary interrogator. shiver-
for the record i did not purposely switch topics.
crossmyheart- it just happened.
my vocabulary sucks so had to ask her to explain some of the chim words.
not really chim but i never heard them before.
one fine example: skeptical student.
i know skeptical, i know student. i don't know skeptical student.
and ANGSTY. that's what she called me!
actually i had no idea what it means, i only know that it has a negative connotation to it.
so i checked the dictionary.
and i didnt know how to spell it.
so i had to flip through all the As.
and chanced upon agreeable in the process.
LOL(: i have a pleasant/ready to agree sister.
so anyway,
angst: a feeling of anxiety, guilt or regret.
gosh this is quite bad. afterall i'm not even 17.
what's gonna happen when i'm 71?!
i'll be a walking complaining/regreting/worrying madwomen.
mustchange!
today i explained to stella why i removed the comment box.
and she agreed! hah!
incaseiforgetwhatwetalkedabout.
schoolchurchgirlsguysgeographysiblingsfishbonesparents
relativesdilutedicelemonteascarysecurityguardteachers
sarcasmdreamsermeishanactcutenessmaturity
whoa we talked alooot. i am surprised at the amount.
all the better anyway since i doubt we'll be able to meet at subway for dinner for a long long time.
way to go stellateacher!!
oh yar! i thought my teacher scolded me with a bad word today.
hmmm. -nevereverbeateacher
see this is such a long entry.
my eyes are half closed. YAWN.
and my hair is dry. YAY.
i'm jogging tomorrow. wheeeee(:
goodbye
11:24 PM
& Thursday, April 28
i'm glad.
because i reached home at 3.20!
slept for like one hour on the supercomfy couch in the study room.
i havent had a real good afternoon nap in ages.
and helped mummy for dinner.
oh man i miss helping her. i cant believe i used to complain about having to help her in the kitchen. even washing the dishes is not that bad after all.
sigh. i havent watched swordfish or sideways yet.
and tomorrow's gonna be another long day.
supposed to do PI draft 2 now. sheesh.
when i grow up i will never do some research job.
i think i want to be a photographer for national geographic(:
one month to one-seven. -mustgrowup.
i cant understand why people are so willing to stay in the school library to study after school. don't you ever want to go home? weird. and because of this, i love thursdays. oh and by the way, i dont think like you. i realised friends are not my world, cos i've found a friend in You. and besides in jc everything is so superficial. we go in and come out after 2 years with accquitances. oh well.
het presa yter. OLL(:
goodbye
9:04 PM
& Wednesday, April 27
esther you are so stupid.
walking the long way home from the bus stop.
incredibly tired and sleepy.
staring at the ground filled with all the weird images due to the darkening sky and the orange street lights. and the fact that light cannot pass through matter.
then i freaked out.
inside of course, i usually dont show my freakiness.
-ohmygoodness why is the person behind standing so close to me?!
a person with a big bag heavy file lugging a big fat guitar DOES NOT have money to spare-
having only trees around, a cemetry across the road so did not help.
then. SIGH.
you-are-stressed evidence 1: you get scared by your own shadow.
-am utterly ashamed at myself.
you-are-stressed evidence 2: one disgusting pimple. ugh:(
you-are-stressed evidence 3: you wake up in the morning trying to solve a physics question you dreamt about.
you-are-stressed evidence 4: you are so scared at the end of geog tutorial cos you're afraid you'll not make it in time for maths tutorial and your teacher will scold.
unstress:
go read national geographic. beeyouteefoolll. trust me.
watch sideways and swordfish tomorrow!
sleep before 11 for once.
as usual at the end of a test, i go stock up on books.
(of course that's because vj has like no tests, today marks test 2 in my whole entire jc life)
-AGATHA CHRISTIE! heh. i have one whole shelf of her books to conquer in school.
-the book eugene introduced
-BIBLE: firstkings(:
goodbye
9:11 PM
& Tuesday, April 26
the little things.
the sleep debt.
the physics test.
the preliminary idea.
the hot-tempered teacher.
the PE lesson i skipped.
the econs lecture i slept through.
the insanely-warm LT 1.
the chinese lesson.
the tv withdrawals.
the weary look.
the missing smile
the hurt.
the bad attitude.
the you. sycophant.
mybadmybad
the BIG thing.
You.
and i won't let the little things get me down.
cos all i need. You
i dont know why You love me.
i only know You'll never not.
0005:
PI done!
the relief is so great i think i grew taller.
goodbye
11:16 PM
&
how long more to holidays?
argh PW sucks.
yay PE tomorrow.
i'm gonna run.
goodbye
12:03 AM
& Monday, April 25
i forgot to say thank you.
LIJUN EVAN GLOREE.
thankyousososososososomuch.
you chocolate buddies, you.
you made me smile.
sorry for being such a lousy and slapable friend.
ugh. mustchange.
gosh i cant wait till church camp!
this is like the super-long-church-camp with two whole afternoons free and stuff.
so we can finally do some real catching up. yar?!
got loads to tell you all. my ears and heart wide open to listen.
its better to give than to receive.
if receiving makes you so smiley.
what will giving do?
was blabbering to erjie just now.
just talkin talkin talkin.
about all the crazy little things
that make life so tough sometimes.
well you made it a little better.
thanks for listening and telling me stuff too.
somehow the knowledge that you can relate makes me feel comforted.
and you know something.
i feel like getting a punching bag.
you mind having it in our room?
ouch.
goodbye
12:40 AM
& Sunday, April 24
sigh.
it comes to a point when you have no idea why you do some things.
afraid that you're doing it out of obligation.
fearful that you're just want to live to their expectations.
things come and go. and they just go.
i feel muddled.
i feel like there is something i want to say but i have no idea how to say it.
and it is times like these that i wish you were here.
so much.
i dont want to win anymore.
goodbye
10:30 PM
& Saturday, April 23
ugh:(
goodbye
11:55 PM
& Friday, April 22
the worst day in my entire life.
badbadbadbadbad.
:(
i wanna tell you, but its your birthday.
why spoil your day.
i wanna tell you.
but you're too far away.
i wanna tell you,
but you're too young.
i wanna tell you,
you have too many problems of your own. i know.
i wanna tell you,
you don't like me to complain, i know.
i wanna tell you,
but i cant say it without being mean to people you know.
i wanna tell you,
but you wouldnt understand.
i wanna tell you,
but its really none of your business, dont want to bother you.
i wanna tell you,
but i dont what to say.
i tried talking to You.
i'll try again.
because You're always there.
just that my heart aint here.
so i'll try again.
goodbye
8:10 PM
& Thursday, April 21
thank you sooo much
for returning me my guitar tickets
you kind soul!
even though i only know your name and still clueless whether you are a guy or girl.
i am truly grateful.
cheerios(:
my class is hilarious.
PE was great as usual. i love netball.
and bingshen is superduperialmostcantstandit competitive.
note: better shut up during the game. when i play i have absolutely no idea what words are shooting out of my mouth. so yea i guess i'm the next in line for ranking in competitiveness.
hope i didnt curse him too much.
and i better stop sitting next to jonathan and yee mervyn during physics.
the two jokers. extremely smart that is.
maths tutorial was the ultimate.
goodness i almost had a stomachache. nearly died laughing.
LOL(:
oohh tms is coming!
so exciting(:
which means that sunday morning is coming too.
ohman i'm getting cold feet again.
Emmanuel. God with me. always with me!
everything for His glory.
no fear. He will be there. i'm sure.
goodbye
7:39 PM
& Wednesday, April 20
jane: jie! you know alot of people say my bag very nice.
and she rattles off about all the people who said that it was nice.
esther: hmm. alright.
jane: so you see. i have good taste.
yar i guess. we have different taste.
we ALL have different taste.
see. i would buy the red one(if i were insane and forget that i can buy TWO adidas bags with that money)
eugene would buy the yellow or blue(i think) one. that is also if he were drunk cos he thinks its really expensive too right?!
to digress:
it was kinda funny. we were in the crumpler shop at wheelock. arguing about which colour was nicer. and then we bought the bag which was not one of our choices. LOL:)
then again the cashier wuld probably know that it was meant to be a gift since we MADE SURE that we could change the bag in case of any unforseen circumstances. i am so sorry but i kinda forgot what she wanted. i asked her so many times about the design and she was still clueless that i was one of the masterminds. in fact she had no idea until she came home after church and i TOLD her that yes i paid for it too. oh well, she is so blur.
and of course gloree will not buy any bag at all since she thinks that crumpler is ugly.
the money would probably go into her everything-must-be-oakley fund anyway.
our God is so great ain't He.
made us different. making the world oh-so interesting.
my God has a sense of humour.
heeee(:
ok i better stop blogging.
and get on with maths transformation homework.
zaijian!
goodbye
10:37 PM
&
teacher sitting 5 steps from me.
classmates sitting 10 steps from me.
teacher marking. classmates doing geog tutorial.
i'm supposed to do geog tutorial.
BUT question 5. a internet research question.
hee(:
just saw agnes's photos in america.
jiejie i hope you didnt eat any fastfood there cos they're
BADBADBAD.
finished supersizeme one period ago.
morgan spurlock is so cool!(ok this is out of point. but true nonetheless)
the photos. were great.
i am so gonna go to america someday.
and probably eat chinese/jap food or something. (:
so up next.
-maths tutorial (yay!) last period of the day!
-watch the tennis match for vj against dunnowho
-guitar (:
-HOME (mummy is finally cooking dinner today)
cantwait!
note: sold more guitar concert tickets today!
thank you everyone!
MUST ask the level 5s on sun. MUST
so back to question 5.
Using internet research, briefly describe the current status of Transmigration Programme in Indonesia.
ciao. everyone(:
yao zhen guang.
wei zu ye shu.
wei baba mama.
wo shi yi ge hao hai zi.
goodbye
12:48 PM
& Tuesday, April 19
OH YES!
forgot to update this superduper important errr update!
GP on mon was the COOLEST thing!
we watched SUPERSIZEME.
it was sooo freaky and i promise i will neverevereversogonnanever
eat a frenchfry again!
ugh. am utterly disgusted and grossed out.
that morgan guy is pretty cool though(:
and there's GP tomorrow again.
we're gonna finish the show. YAY!
which reminds me.
have to get started on my preliminary ideas.
-onebeeegsigh. SIGH.
goodbye
10:27 PM
&
i'm utterly zonked out.
school is great
but it feels like a 8-5 job with only thursday afternoon free.
someone tell me why i feel whoozy everytime i wear my spectacles.
and why i dread econs tutorials so much.
and what is the significance of the colourful cows along the roads?
oh yes! this is like super old news
but i went to school with tee like last thursday?!
hee(: it was VERY nice.
we talked for the whole 40 min journey and didnt read our bibles at all.
take care girl! and see ya around k.
ps: you were smart to miss econs lect today cos it was an utter waste of time.
i slept through it.
becausetheteachercameoneperiodlateandhetookanother
halfperiodjusttogetreadyandhewasonlyusingtransparencies?!
hehappenstobemyeconstutorandhereallycantteach.idontlike
himandicantstandhislessonsbutatthesametimeifeelreally
sorryforhim.sonowihavenoideawhattofeel.sheesh.
spent the week thinking about school work.
so here it goes:
i cant drop maths because i love it too much.
i cant drop geog because i dont want to. and i cant stand the idea of atoms and chemical bonding again.
i cant drop physics because that would make me an arts person and i know i am not and my parents dont want that and i dont want to leave the class.
i cant drop econs because my dad will kill me and everyone says that econs is soooo important and of course to continue the Lim sisters tradition of economics. (that is like the only subject we have in common)
i cant drop chinese even though i can if i want to since i havent paid for the exams yet and i'm sure my teacher will want me to the moment she marks my composition.
but of course i wont because i promised the chinese HOD and i promised myself and i must be strong and not spineless.
so WELL. i guess i'm stuck with 4 subjects for the next 2 years.
sorry for the ranting. i have to convince myself see.
i think i'll choose Find Us Faithful for sunday's worship.
and get stella to sing solo(:
(sheralyn and andrew's idea) -notmyfault.
note:
nevereverever wake up early to do homework again.
do everything before you sleep or dont do it at all.
esther you will die like you almost did on mon.
notenote: jane is either really blur or esther is really smart.
either way i still win. LOL!
i am amazed that she had absolutely no idea.
siblings are always so different. arent we.
hee(: and i know you adore the bag.
admit it. i'm nice(:
love ya. and happy 18!
goodbye
9:10 PM
& Saturday, April 16
i love you papa.
i love You Father.
goodbye
9:11 PM
& Wednesday, April 13
slight major error in previous post. please correct.
ahem.
i just realised gloree is a little smarter than i thought.
an eyeopening experience. o_O
LOL(: she's smart enough as it is.
if she were a little smarter, none of us have to study for tms. if winning were our only aim that is.
and since it is not. everyone read!
level4sLEVEL5Slevel6s.
you see God's grace. throughout history.
i love watching softball matches.
the game is really interesting and sooo exciting!
when your school is winning of course(:
school's pretty cool.
guitar is great.
so thanks stella for the reminder to cheer up and look on the bright side!
you too! remember school is cool!
ps: if i still had my comment page, i bet i know what you will say/ask.
haha(: and the answer is no by the way.
people can think so differently about stuff.
different principles, different view.
i was amused at this fact in school.
i was disappointed at this fact after the phone call.
and sometimes i don't know if i should be indifferent and not bother.
Emmanuel. God with us. God with me. thankfully
goodbye
10:36 PM
& Monday, April 11
ahem.
i just realised gloree is a little smarter than i thought.
an eyeopening experience. o_O
lijun (:
spent the entire saturday afternoon with dearest mode.
no prizes for guessing who was late. LOL!
talked and talked about school, random stuff and some people.
hee:)
went to paragon hoping to find a photo printing machine so that we do not have to go all the way to boring centrepoint to print the photos. and we did! YAY.
the machine was a little screwed at first so we bought GELATO icecream!
expensive and goood.
then we went shopping at jason's marketplace, looking like aunties taitais.
that place is kinda weird. selling melons for 50 bucks?!?! and apples for 15.50 o_O
goodness! but we still bought stuff.
biscuits and crackers and all the time looking at the price and whether it was calcium-enriched or not.
hahahahahahahahaha(:
had the best time. especially in the bus!
LOL(: thanks girl! we'll go out soon. the moment there are photos to print yar.
way to go photo-printing-partner!
and i cant believe i'm saying this.
but i enjoy guitar. classical guitar that is. (:
goodbye
9:08 PM
& Sunday, April 10
many people left church different today.
i left church different today.
reflections
Emmanuel
esther,
will you trust My heart.
will you trust My love.
woo Father. yes
goodbye
11:40 PM
&
Once there was a man who dared God to speak.
Burn the bush like You did for Moses, God.
And I will follow.
Collapse the walls like You did for Joshua, God.
And I will fight.
Still the waves like You did on Galilee, God.
And I will listen.
And so the man sat by a bush, near a wall, close to the sea
and waited for God to speak.
And God answered the man, so God answered.
He sent fire, not for a bush, but for a church.
He brought down a wall, not of brick, but of sin.
He stilled a storm, not of the sea, but of a soul.
And God waited for the man to respond.
And He waited...
But because the man was looking at the bushes, not hearts;
bricks and not lives, seas and not souls,
he decided that God had done nothing.
Finally he looked to God and asked, Have You lost Your power?
And God looked at him and said, Have you lost your hearing?
-Lucado
Have we lost our hearing?
goodbye
4:47 PM
& Saturday, April 9
why do i fear.
and i haven't thanked you.
thank you for not giving up.
you have no idea how much it meant.
better to give than to receive.
to give. till it hurts.
goodbye
8:33 PM
& Friday, April 8
you have no idea how hard it is to say
"i love you"
its sad that "i hate you" comes so freely from our lips.
oh well,
its not enough to say it
what matters is the things we do.
its just nice to hear someone say it to you(:
the WEEKEND is here! YAY!
weekend = whose line is it anyway!
weekend = jogging (early morning with radio)
weekend = no PE (sunny morning with teacher)
weekend = can pretend econs is non-existent
weekend = church
weekend = eating dinner with papa!
weekend = smiles
i love weekends(:
and someone please remind me to practice my guitar.
and to do my 2 maths assignments. before the wonderful weekend ends.
stop me from watching a movie too. please.
i failed my first chinese summary:(
what's new right?!
goodbye
8:55 PM
& Thursday, April 7
LIVE LIKE YOU WERE DYING
He said I was in my early 40's,
With a lot of life before me,
And a moment came that stopped me on a dime.
I spent most of the next days, lookin' at the x-rays.
Talkin' 'bout the options and talkin' 'bout sweet time.
Asked him when it sank in,
that this might really be the real end.
How's it hit ya, when you get that kind of news.
Man what ya do.
And he says,
(*)i went sky divin'
I went rocky mountain climbin'
I went 2.7 seconds on a bull name Fu Manchu.
And I loved deeper
And I spoke sweeter
And I gave forgiveness I've been denying
And he said someday I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin'.
He said I was finally the husband
That most the time I wasn't
And I became a friend a friend would like to have
And all the sudden goin' fishing, Wasn't such an imposition
And I went three times that year I lost my dad
Well I finally read the good book
And I took a good long hard look at what I'd do If I could do it all again
And then. (*)
Like tomorrow was a gift and you've got eternity
To think about what you do with it
What could you do with it
what can I do with with it
what would I do with it. (*)
Sky divin'
I went rocky mountain climbin'
I went 2.7 seconds on a bull name Fu Manchu
And I loved deeper
And I spoke sweeter
And I watched an eagle as it was flyin'
And he said someday I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin'.
To live like you were dyin'.
i love this song(:
if i were to really live like i were dying.
i wouldnt go to school,
i'll fly to america to see agnes:)
oh well we have to be realistic and matured.
ALL of us are dying, just a matter of how soon.
(how many of us can use that excuse to go to america)
and because of that, i better tell my family that i love them more often.
i think i'll tell my mummy i love her tomorrow morning.
so it'll go: "mummy i'm going already. not eating lunch but i'll be back for dinner. byebye! i love you!"
i wonder how she will react.
i'll tell papa when he comes home from batam.
as for erjie and teng. welll
we'll see. hey its not that easy to say it. really.
anyway to jie:
I LOVE YOU!
this is the worst way to say it but since you are currently out of reach getting lost in the big apple, you'll just have to make do(:
miss ya!
and to jamie:
I LOVE YOU!
no you are not my sister-sister i know.
since we share the same Father and you are collecting love.
here's one more. not that you really need it but one can never be over-loved right?!
hopefully all the human love expressions you get can last you a month.
and of course JESUS's love which will last you for eternity.
to live like i were dying(:
i love me too!
goodbye
3:22 PM
& Wednesday, April 6
finally got the project work question paper.
then we realised they wouldnt reveal the groupings today.
oh well.
school was funny.
we are all so freaked out about Mr Ho scolding us for being late AGAIN so ALL of us reached the classroom before him.
despite having chemlab/geog lessons before it.
(showing us pictures of limestone caves)
ms tham: very pretty right?!
geog-ers:
yar very nice! (look at clock) oh no! ms tham we have to go!!
we were practically running to the classroom, looking out for him the whole time.
Mr Ho: why are you so early today?! what did you tell your teachers?
chem students: the teacher let us off early cos she have to go for meeting..
geog students: we just told ms tham "Mr Ho Wei Kang" then we could go already.
hahahahah(: the expression on his face was priceless.
i mean its not our fault that he has a boiling point of -10 degrees celsius right?!
and that almost the whole school knows that.
but he's still pro and my class's favourite teacher.
rockonn SIR(:
guitar was great today!
love the guitar2s(:(: we ROCK!
i really hope i can go out with gloree and lijun on sat.
goodbye
8:07 PM
& Tuesday, April 5
"But you were never made, as I,
On the wings of the winds to fly!"
The eagle said.
-Will Carleton
we are ALL
uniquely made, individually created, thankfully different.
not from a production line.
not an accident
(even if your sister is only 13 months older than you)
no you are not an accident.
"but you were never made, as I,
i have my own winds to fly"
God made us different so that we can make a difference.
and when we accept our differences,
find our own winds,
then we'll really SOAR(:
i'm so happy.
if i were happier, there'll be two of me(:
goodbye
9:52 PM
&
i have not slept in any lecture and tutorial for the whole week!
YAY(: my classmates are extremely amazed.
school is good.
not good enough to make me look forward to it.
but good enough to not make me want to run away from it.
so that's good(:
maybe school's good because my econs teacher is down with chicken pox and i now have the best econs teacher! mr cook is so farnieee and pro(:
i wish chickenpox would last a year .
there's guitar tomorrow again.
i forgot to ask the lvl5s if they want to come to my concert. sheesh
easter sunday(:
goodbye
6:58 PM
& Sunday, April 3
i have to stop sulking.
but i need a reason to smile.
what is wrong with you?!
why do you care so much about your face
how you appear in front of others
and you never care about how others feel.
you love seeing people helpless and in the spot.
but you complain when you feel that way
you are so impulsive. frankly i wonder if you regret what you say and do.
but you'll never say you're wrong. because (c above)
we are not perfect yea i know. you aint perfect too.
and think better of us sometimes.
it'll do all of us good.
i cant stand it already.
to quote agnes
"new york is fantastic"
i feel like running away. so much.
no one likes to be teased.
i'm really sorry to everyone i have hurt with the insensitive blabbering of my stupid mouth.
and you never realise what you have done until you're in the shoes of someone else.
that hurt. but i guess you have no idea.
goodbye
10:09 PM
& Friday, April 1
nigel the SC:
hello. erm..in commeration(?) of our dearest OM, electricity will be cut off from 9 to 3 today. classrooms will not have fans, aircons and lights. all of you better go to the bookshop to buy the portable fans.
EVERYONE: huh?!?! whylikethat!!
nigel the actcute SC:
aiyah.. bluff one lah! HAPPY APRIL FOOLS!
EVERYONE: o_0 like whatever?!?
that was the worst joke ever. it'll probably be good if he ended it well. i think he needs to take lessons from sherman -ahem. (:
i love maths(:
i like pro Mr Ho!
and the more he says my class is not up to standard
the more i want to prove him wrong.
S61 is good. we're just playful and a little lazy and sleepy.
i will prove him wrong! and enjoy it very much i know.
esther jiayou! and stop sleeping in school!
must exert positive influence! (:
its not enough...
to know the psalm. i want to know the shepherd.
to know creation. i want to know the creator.
to know the cross, i want to know the saviour
tms quiz is coming!
i dont want to read and memorise for the sake of winning.
i want to know my KING.
to hide His word in my heart, to proclaim Him with my life.
and i will be a good testimony, with His help(:
Father, you didnt create me to question if i were good enough.
goodbye
8:25 PM