bleahhh;


the last hurrah

& Thursday, June 30

was killed by maths:(
thankfully you cant be killed twice in two days so yea, physics was ok.
wasnt as hard as i expected but then again i am paranoid so dont take my word on anything before i can say been there done that.
poor jane, she spent the whole entire two weeks listening to just this i'm so gonna die.

i am so happy that exams are over i cant be bothered to do anything. actually there's chinese tomorrow:( so i guess i'll be good and go read some chinese compos. then watch tv!
i seriously feel, no felt deprived until i realised glorijoy's last serial show was The Champions?!?!
sigh it seems like yesterday when we went chasing terrence chao(which is quite stupid i know), photoshopped some spinal cord picture and surf The Champion's website. so that's what memories are for, to make you smile when things are bad, to tell you that things never stay bad, and to tell you that one day you will smile at something you thought was really bad.

i finally saw jamie's new cool blog. i really like it:))) except that i'm no young boy pretending to fly:p ROCKS ARE SO COOL! right jamie?!

dim sum dollies!
with compliments from agnes thank you very much:)))
oh yes i have a confession to make. i said that agnes will never bring me a rock because she doesnt care about rocks and stuff. welllll she brought me 2 with a couple of seashells. so to whoever i talked to about agnes being so un-rocky, i take that back.

a little extract from a little conversation about a little part of her life in her little house in the little town of coventry.
i thought agnes was a good christian?!
that was so super funny! oh my goodness during physics this line kept ringing through my head. please do not get the wrong idea, she is a good christian! it was just a joke which was soooo funny.

when stuff like that happen,
you realise that whatever you thought you needed.
you dont.
i'm blessed beyond a curse, i'm blessed beyond :)


goodbye
8:06 PM


& Monday, June 27

agnes is home:))))
now when we go to the hawker centre, all 6 seats filled.
now there's one more driver at home.
now there's one more person to fold and iron clothes.
now there's one more person to go ta-pow food for lunch.
now there's one more person to fight with for the computer.
now there's one more person to watch late-night movies with.
now everyone is home. <33

everyone smile. everyone laugh. everyone shou wu zu dao.
ECONS IS DONE!!
ok GP is next:(
hello youth and ageing and socio-economic divide.

i don't see what's wrong with the gameboy. really.

heh gloree made me smile before the exam.
babes all the best for your blocks"
haha that was funny!
for a moment i thought blocks referred to my brain :P
when we got Jesus, we got everything. apart, nothing.
thanks glori!!!

and lijun evangeline melissa gloria kahkiat!!
one week will be over soon.
but there's always Einstein's theory of relativity that makes me sigh.

it hurts


goodbye
12:10 PM


& Friday, June 24

grr have not left the house for the entire week i think i'm losing my tan :(

spent the entire week studying and i haven't reached the half-way mark.
mr ho lied again! he said 7 solid days of studying will be enough for the exams which is entirely untrue:( fine maybe he wasnt lying for once, he just didnt factor in time to sleep/eat/watch tv/play gameboy/talk non-stop to sister who is supposed to be studying too.
i will never ever procrastinate again. i'm not sure why but i have this feeling that i'll be telling myself this to the day i die and not fulfill it. if i do not die next week that is.

other than that i must say its been a good week.
- realised econs is not that bad.
- found out that i still like geography. i seriously thought i would hate it because its tough. but i enjoy the readings except that some contradict and leave me clueless.
- realised that the gameboy is still fun and good for destressing even with meaningless games like mario. because there are games like klax, loderunner, the motorcycle game, darkwing duck blahblahblah. i think my mother would hit the roof if she finds out i played quite abit of gameboy this week.
-found a superduper cool chinese show. CHINESE CSI= BAO QING TIAN. no i am not kidding you, the show is extremely good.
-realised that jane's and my cooking skills are not too bad at all. we were thinking of what to cook for tonight's dinner cos mummy cant cook and we came up with four dishes (that we know we can cook well enough for us to consume).

i have concluded that if ever we were locked up in the house, as long as there are eggs and toufu around, we will not starve because that's basically the only stuff we can cook :P
i have also concluded that whatever food we cook is usually healthy and have no oil because neither of us dare to use the frying pan. cheers to the person who invented the non-stick pan!!

oh yes must update!
my old and smart sister is coming home in errr 1.5 days:))))
YAYEE(:

i will be gone until the following week. and photos will be up then. promise (:


goodbye
7:02 AM


& Monday, June 20

port dickson was ok.
it was relaxing i guess. cos there's really nothing much to do.

we just played and ate and slept.
- 3 games of snooker
- pingpong:)))
- tennis
- swim
i havent swam for the longest time. found out that i havent lost my love for it so yea, i'm gonna swim regularly soon(:
i love being the navigator!
you get to sit in front:))) and when you're in front, you can get a tan too. lol!

well its good to be back in singapore. for one i finally have a bed to myself:) and toilet too in fact.
which brings me to the point. i lost my contacts. sigh.


goodbye
12:41 PM


&

i'm sure you already know church camp has ended and everyone had a great time and everyone can't wait for next year's camp to come. blahblahblah. figured the love-hate relationship hasnt changed a bit. hope it will change to love-love, but i doubt.

there was no real competitve games therefore monster was not revealed at all. thankfully(: anyway my group was superduper good! cheers to group leaders JOSHUA and MR KU.

please let me digress at how cool he is.
1. MR KU(cool) gettit?!?!
2. gloree's definition: he has oakley specs 0-0
3. lijun's definition: he can wear a green shirt and pull it off really well.
4. ahem. he plays the piano really well so i hear from my ever well-informed parents. he participated in all our games which surprised me because my first impression of him was you-must-be-a-slacker. he's cool. joshua agrees too right?!

as i was saying, my group was great. GO CAPTAIN PLANET (joshua's idea bytheway:p) especially during the insane 5 hours 10 stations outdoor activities. no one slacked or ran away to sleep or anything. -am impressed. then i realised that happened in almost every group. so i am doubly impressed. see previous years there were sure to be people slacking during games but not this time!

i dont think i know anyone better because of the camp. that is quite sad really:( oh well photos will be up soon. then you will understand ANGLE!ANGLE! haha that was hilarious:))

oh yes must thank God for sending the speaker for service yesterday! it sorta answered my questions, but i'm still a little clueless. pray for understanding(:


goodbye
11:41 AM


& Friday, June 10

changi naval base was great.
almost all the officers onboard Persistance(i think) are short. hmm i wonder why. maybe its something to do with lack of space so ceilings are incredibly low, beds are insanely short, toilets are too small. therefore tall people cant survive. ahh being short is good -grinfromeartoear(this is so enid blyton:p)

i am extremely impressed with the 2 guys from my class. see i was the only girl from my class going, with two of them. was really dreading this visit cos i hardly talk to them and it will be so awkward blahblahblah. but they were really gentlemenly. i tell you for the whole entire semester, the thought that my class guys were gentlemen never ever crossed my mind. cheers to you both! thanks for being so sweet(:

wit is so attractive.

life expectancy by dean koontz.
ohmygoodness the author is so funny and full of wit i cant put the book down. so the plot is a little absurd, clearly fiction. but he makes me laugh. so much:)))) LOL!
tell me why do i find good books and puzzles and shows just before exams. sigh:(


goodbye
6:18 PM


& Wednesday, June 8

good shows.
hotel rwanda and national treasure
they are entirely different. the latter as entertaining as the former thought-provoking.
cheers to gloria for bringing the dvds!
cant wait for our next movie marathon((:

found treasures in the store room.
no mybadmybad. my treasure is in heaven(:
so i found some well appreciated stuff considering the circumstances i'm in. files and files of notes and tests and readings and (you get the idea). sheesh if only i were half as hardworking as you. you make it look so easy. really.

cleared my table and found some stuff.
photos with kriss fedora mich meien bev.
the barf bags i took from the plane on the way to uk.
the tube map and colourful map of london. not to forget the earphones i kept from the bigbus tours there.
sigh so many things have happened since then. too many.

oh yes temasek seminar tomorrow!
pray i dont sink some navy ship or fall into the water or ask stupid questions and ruin vj's reputation. in fact i think i should keep my mouth shut unless i have a reallyreally important question like where is the toilet.
lol so much for asking questions to let them have a good impression of you. well since i have absolutely no intention of joining SAF, i dont care if i leave that place with them having no idea that a esther lim existed. i just love ships!


goodbye
10:12 PM


& Tuesday, June 7

crystal is HILARIOUS!
underlined and bolded to emphasize an important point.

had a great time yesterday! even though i wasnt at all productive in burger king, at least it got me started on studying. and lijun told me something that made me so scared excited, i can't not study.

ohh I have finally kept the puzzle book. i chucked it into some cupboard and realised there is alot more books on word puzzles. oh crap. anyway i figured that i'll test the theory "out of sight, out of mind". i haven't touched it for, lets see 24 hours :)) i'm sure lijun is proud of me, since she's the one who asked me to stop doing them and save some for her during church camp. LOL!

just realised there were good shows around. but no I refuse to buy tickets. guess i'll just do without or go rent the dvd (then you can get subtitles and extra stuff)
so as of now the list goes:
- unleashed
- in my father's den (sigh its R21)
- batman begins!
- the woodsman
- hotel rwanda
ok i think i'm watching this show tomorrow. cheers to gloria who has like a million dvds at home. can't wait to catch up with her!
and love actually. definitely((:

i cannot tell you how happy i am to have a sister who's so artsy and does both economics and geography. she's a huge help, really. when agnes comes home, all physics and maths and economics questions will be solved! ahh the second best thing about older siblings(:

i'm done with demand and supply!
and that's with alot of explaination by jane. oh man she's gonna die when i come to production and costs. better stop asking her and start using the grey mass the way it should be used.
now on to rocks(: and population(double yuck)

did i tell you i categorised my rocks and am currently just waiting for the camera to take pictures so that i'll know where they came from:))) jiejie! remember to bring back one for me! i havent got one from england yet.


goodbye
10:35 PM


& Monday, June 6

i was bored printing physics notes.

so i redid the personality test to see if i've changed since last year.
and i did. quite drastically i must add.
see i used to be a choleric phlegmatic.
now its seem really impossible considering how un-easygoing i am, i know.

choleric melancholy.
sigh i can never seem to lose the competitive streak in me. i bet the monster is gonna reappear during the games in church camp, like how it did during worship retreat:(
ohmygoodness my phlegmatic score is the lowest! only 2.
of course the choleric score is still high, at 21.
melancholy: 11
sanguine: 6
lol i'm unsociable, what's new :D

TRY IT!


goodbye
10:30 AM


& Saturday, June 4

sheesh i hate dental appointments.
ok maybe its because i had no idea i needed an injection until 10 seconds before the shot when i saw the HUGE needle less than 2 inches from my face. -shudder
i spent almost one hour on that dreaded chair with 2 people peering into my mouth. not a good feeling i tell you:(
but the dentist was sweet, i have never been called honey, sweetie so much in my entire life.
sigh the price you have to pay for being wilful when you were primary two.

ate subway with mode!!
she was NOT late!!!
lijun is so gonna kill me for imitating the way she writes, but i'm reallyreally amused(:
WE REMEMBERED THE CAKE.
gloree (president of birthday cake committee) forgot all about it, thought she would remind us considering how frantic she was the first time i was to buy it. oh well she's probably having too much fun in NZ.
hope she gets me a huge rock to reward me for being so unforgetful(:

had a great time playing the number game today!
now people know i'm more evil than i look. well congrats! better late than never.
cheers to laysiang and gerald for being sweet to me despite my evilness(:
joshua: it took 9 of you to beet me *bleh* its all a ploy!
LOL i bet you ate one-ninth of the beehoon. only! because nine of us are nice, because we want you in church tomorrow and because we reallyreally do not want you to suffer from beehoon-overdose (weiwei is funny).

to obey is better than sacrifice.


goodbye
11:53 PM


& Wednesday, June 1

"actually they were strawberries, but its been so cold lately they turned blue"
guess what i did for the whole morning(:

well other than that, i've spent the entire holiday with the book Giant Puzzle Companion - the one with letters scattered in a box and you're supposed to find words. yup i'm addicted. in fact the book is in front of me, am currently on my 25th puzzle since monday.

two sides in a book. jane on the left, me on the right. so last night while waiting for the clock to strike 10 for ms universe, jane and i were at the marble table doing page after page. actually i'm not sure if we were competing, the word compete never appeared but we had to start at the same time and the person who finished first can only look at the title of the next puzzle. yea no competition (:

as usual we started talking.
esther: i cant believe i'm addicted. this is so gonna help me for block tests:(
jane: it helps!
esther: huh?!
jane: it helps you categorise words.

sigh a classic example of who's the pessimist and optimist. no wonder she's always smiling and i'm the moody one. so we talked and talked until i tried to stop the conversation pleading i can't multi-task. then she told me about the incident in weishieng's car. LOL that was funny! and we continued talking after that (:
erjie! cheers to you for being super hardworking and doing your homework despite ziteng and i playing like there's no tomorrow. yes continue bugging me about exams.

I FILED ALL MY WORKSHEETS!
-amfeelingextremelyaccomplished

i wake up every single day to face it.
how long has it been, 2 years?!


goodbye
9:19 PM


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thankGod

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