bleahhh;  
 
 
the last hurrah  
& Sunday, February 20 
  
i have finally seen the crapiness side of me.
thanks to lijun of course:)
to lijun: YOU ROCK! 
had such a great time getting COOL presents for people.
i know eugene loves his present.
jamie was sweet about it
glori was NOT.
she was like,"i got nothing to say."
note: never get glori presents again and do not wrap it with expensive paper cos she will have nothing to say.   :)
it was worth it though.
frankly i did it just to see their reactions.
and they were priceless:)
oh yes.
glorijoy is GLORJOY REEEEE.
she is having a violent streak suddenly.
actually its because she's jealous that i can be MEAN
and she is only AVERAGE.
yes jealousy is a scary thing.
AND TO VENT:
so results are almost out
according to stella the worst thing that can happen:  
fail only what
RIGHT.failingmeansmyparentslookingatmeandsaying
inadisappointedvoicethattheyexpectedmetodobetter
andofcourserelativesthatwillsayhowcomeandfriends
whowillhaveashockedlookontheirfacesandsayyouare
jokingrightmysisteroverseashowamisupposedtotell
herthatididsobadlyiamgoingtohavetoleavevjcandof
courseexplaintomyteachersinplwhohavehighhopes.
and so what if i do well.
it does not make anything better.
it may make you happy, but it wont give you joy.
and worse, it will make you proud.
so i've decided
nothing else matters other than knowing CHRIST my Lord
i consider everything else RUBBISH.
cos they are worth nothing in the light of His glory.
goodbye
9:03 PM