bleahhh;
the last hurrah
& Thursday, March 17
i really wish i can say that i'm not affected and disappointed.
but i can't.
i am not bitter. but when i read the names.
it felt bad. i knew there was not much chance but there was still this little hope that i held on to.
i feel happy for them. i know the delight they must feel when they see their name.
perhaps soon we will have a great tsunami warning system!
i know i said. its by His will, not mine.
but why is it just so hard to say these words now.
He loves me. i guess that's all i need to know. and i cling to it.
i thank you for this lesson
i thank you for Your love :)
goodbye
3:12 PM