bleahhh;
the last hurrah
& Monday, March 7
jing di zhi wa
the frog in the well.
open my eyes to see Your miracles.
open my ears to hear Your voice.
open my heart to receive Your love.
and i'm coming back to You. again.
open my eyes to see the world.
open my ears to hear their cries.
open my heart to feel for the lost.
and i will go, the moment You call.
i don't want to be like the frog.
i want to see the world for all its worth.
i want to be the person He meant me to be.
i want to do the work He planned for me.
i have decided to retake chinese.
say i'm crazy, i dont care.
#1 i am ashamed that i am a chinese and i cannot speak and write the language properly.
#2 as of now, the dominant language in china is chinese.
#3 chinese is a beautiful language. tough but beautiful. (see above)
i love to hear prayers in chinese. and i hope one day i can really understand these prayers and even say them.
#4 i want to learn malay and greek someday. if i don't learn my mother tongue well, what right do i have to learn another language.
#5 if foreigners can speak and write chinese, why can't i.
i will complain. i'm sure of it.
but i also know that i will be happy when its done.
now i wonder what jie will say :)
goodbye
9:10 PM