bleahhh;
the last hurrah
& Tuesday, March 15
thanks for caring enough to call. you have no idea how much it meant.
i'm sorry for being such a rebel.
i refuse to say its just a phrase or age.
cos i'm not bad i know, its just that my people relation skills suck big time
and sometimes i just cant stand it that you're right almost all the time.
ok so my attitude sucks too.
but beneath all the complaining and i-dont-know-what-you-want,
i know you love me
and i love you too.
i tried to be good, though most of the time its does not seem good enough.
if ever i pluck up enough courage and put away my pride.
i would, like the malays,
put my hand over my heart bow my head and say sorry.
i doubt the day would come. really
but if you are reading this, i hope that you see that it comes from the bottom of my heart.
i really dont understand you sometimes.
but you mean well. i know.
and i'll try to be good. i'll really try
goodbye
8:00 PM