bleahhh;
the last hurrah
& Sunday, July 31
you feel most alone, in a crowd.
its funny when you hear it.
you feel weird when mulling about it.
yet when you experience it, you agree with all your heart.
ouch.
pot calling the kettle black.
hearing too much ranting is irritating, so they say.
right i get it.
not that i can blog about it anyway. i know you read.
hur i'll still write it down somewhere. for the hope that some time later i will read it and scold myself for being so immature and childish.
it always feels that way doesnt it? sometimes it gets so bad i refuse to read previous entries. you feel like banging your head, curl up in a little hole, hide in bed, read a book or watch a show just so that you get out of reality. bahh i'm quirky.
change is good. change is good.
for in a ever-changing world, You are constant.
and that makes all the difference.
i can never know You enough. and i feel comforted, somehow.
You are too good. words cannot define You. people cannot define You.
Father how many times we try to put You in a box and place a big fat label on top.
Jesus You define Yourself.
by Your creation, sacrifice and love.
and You make all the difference :)
You give me hope.
i say it again.
writing is therapeutic.
sleepy:/
that's a good sign, really.
goodbye
11:59 AM