bleahhh;
the last hurrah
& Friday, July 15
for a moment,
i forgot what love is.
Love Crucified Arose.
yes i know now.
the walk, i enjoyed
need time alone badly, so walk i did.
more time, i wish
all the monuments were deserted, absolutely no one.
i suppose that was good, i had the whole place to myself.
so i went to both WW2 monuments, the Tan Kim Seng fountian.
walk walk walk stop read walk walk walk stop touch walk walk.
it renews the mind, the body and i hope, the soul.
i wish i had a camera. actually i had it in my bag.
no i was not lazy, there was a 6 photo limit see :)
it was a good day really.
you got me thinking, real hard.
more thinking equals more walks equals yay.
what an imperfect world. oh the problems of existence, making heaven oh-so-welcoming. i question myself, why do i fear. i'm afraid that i'm the only one, i'm afraid of many things. its hard to put your feelings into words, when you're not really clear what you feel. am slighty confused, a little scared, very ignorant, extremely blind, always loved. i'm still young is a tempting excuse, but it ain't right. belief comfort zone insecurities
a reminder that ain't new, when will you learn esther.
beneath all the laughs and smiles, we know it's serious.
we can do all the thinking, all the talking, all the planning. yet it wont mean anything unless we do something about it. i've allowed myself excuses, too many.
i've decided to stop doing this, and that. oh yes that too.
i hope i understood that correctly. that was really sweet:)) if only..
goodbye
11:36 PM