bleahhh;
the last hurrah
& Friday, December 23
funny lines we used to say.
when you want to compete, say.
"last one in is a rotten dinosaur egg"
we said this to each other, until we realised being a rotten dinosaur egg doesnt scare us no more.
when no one believes you, say.
"you dont believe me? nevermind i believe myself"
i think, self confidence is such a wonderful thing. because when we said it last time, we really meant it.
someone tell me why it seems so hard to believe in oneself. now.
of course who can forget the art of copying.
hey
hey
dont copy me
dont copy me
i am stupid
you are stupid
LAUGH. not that we dont do it now. just in a much lower frequency.
ERR when the holidays arrive. two questions never fail to pop up.
"can we go to the zoo?"
"can we watch sound of music?"
gosh was that really us. it's scary that i'm gonna be allowed to watch Mature 18 shows next year.
YES YES YES!
and the A levels next year.
in the blinkling of an eye, i'll be changing my ezlink to the stupid adult card which charges insane prices.
and goodbye school uniform. hello UNI.
my sister would probably say i think too far and that i better concentrate on As first.
BUT i cant not think far.
for example, from primary 2.
when i walk up that long long walkway to school, most days i would think about the day i would get my BCG. it sounds insane but its true. then the day finally came.
someone told me that there's gonna be another injection in sec4, and that they would use FIRE this time. i freaked, and waited and it didnt happen.
sorry i have worry genes in my blood. and sometimes it feels like i got all my parents WORRY genes, so there's none left for jane and ziteng. frankly they dont seem to worry at all. not too sure about agnes though, she didnt really talk much. to me at least. i worry about ting xie, spelling, tests, PSLE, O levels. whether the dentist is gonna call my name tomorrow. whether mummy is gonna scold after i cut ziteng's hair. anyway i did get scolded, and caned 4 times.
sigh those were the days.
oh yes, i just spoilt one of mummy's plates.
-shakehead.
goodbye
9:39 PM