bleahhh;
the last hurrah
& Tuesday, December 27
i was happy today.
because i felt like i did what i ought to.
now it seems like every happy thought ran away.
cmon man, it's not as if i did it on purpose.
well sorry i didnt have your permission to do that.
i can't be trusted. is that what you think ?
not that i'm perfect, but have i ever failed you?
said something i shouldnt?
argh go away.
Why is it the day i promised myself never to be angsty again, it just happened?
i'm going back to math, to calm my nerves.
and wonder if tomorrow
i'll feel bad about what i wrote today.
or if tomorrow
it'd hurt just as bad as today.
goodbye
9:04 PM