bleahhh;
the last hurrah
& Monday, December 26
waffle: To speak or write in a vague manner; to be unable to decide between things.
entrance (verb) is To put into an ecstasy; to ravish with delight or wonder; to enrapture..
inter (verb) is To deposit and cover in the earth; to bury..
ferret (verb) is Search out and bring to light; to drive out from a hiding place..
vivisection (noun) is The dissection of an animal while alive, for the purpose of making physiological investigations..
imbue (verb) is To tinge deeply; to dye; to become impressed or penetrated..
proselytize (verb) is To convert to some religion, system, or opinion
allegory (noun) is A work of art (story, painting, etc) in which a secondary meaning underlies the obvious message..
omg that is scary. SATs are killing when your vocabulary is errr, disgusting. what's worse, you have this vocab queen sitting next to you, making you feel stupiddd. oh hello erjie! haha she's really good. we could pretend we're siamese twins (coughhh) and go sit for the exam. HAHA i'll do the math and she do the england (like duh). perfect!
oh man, who am i kidding.
can i quote a friend? not quote quote, i'll give you the gist. so it went..
"my dad is hooked on some korean show. da chang jing or something like that. surprise surprise, it happens to be the EXACT same show esther is crazy about. now that speaks alot x). " something like that.
HMMM someone tell me does this bunch of sentences have a negative connotation (SAT vocab word!) or is it complimentary? well that "x)" looks as if my weird friend wants to die. BUT she compared me to her father, so it MUST be good. HAHA thankyou you, whoever you are x)
i've switched to math. like 20 mins after doing vocab. what is horrifying is math ain't easy after all. HM goodbye US. -sigh BUT what is fabulous is i cant take the test in march, so the next available date is may! yay more time to study (:
it's funny, i used to be terribly sad when christmas was over. i would think to myself, crap another 364 more days to the next christmas. why? is it because to me, christmas is all about presents? number of presents is indirectly proportional to age . so that's why i dont look forward to christmas anymore. is it? that's a scary thought. it's more than family, more than friendship, more than love. it has to be, cmon we celebrate them in almost every other festival. the whole world is talking about the true meaning of christmas. every movie talks about putting aside wealth and work for family and friends. i never write x'mas. no, i wouldnt dare take the 'Christ' out of 'Christmas'. is that enough? will You teach me?
questions questions questions. i have many, weird ones that pop into my head and leave so quickly, as if it never came. persistent ones that stay, never to go away. funny ones, i know have no answer. scary ones, i dare not ask. some questions, i reserve just for my creator. cmon let the asking begin..
why am i afraid of spending eternity in heaven?
when God gives me my new body, can i give suggestions?
why are movies so captivating?
why is mankind so fickle?
why do some people pretend to not care about anything, when in actual fact they care too much?
why didnt God give singapore oil?
How does God love so many people at one time?
Does He, for a milli-milli-dilli-tilli-zilli second stop?
If He knew all the sins i would commit given free will, why did He still create me?
Will there be a day, just one occasion where God expects me to fall into temptation, but i didnt?
What does God look like?
Will i be able to touch Him? In heaven, will He eat dinner at everyone's mansion at the same time?
Will there be baked beans in heaven?
Will i have to share my house with my siblings in heaven?
will there be bicycles in heaven?
can i shop in heaven?
can i watch movies in heaven?
must i study in heaven?
will i meet Mr Pythagoras, just to ask him why he made math a little tougher.
Will i meet Mr Trigonometry or Mr Superposition?
Why do i ask some questions, when i already know the answer?
goodbye
7:45 PM