& Friday, March 10
june carter used to say-- 'i'm just trying to matter'me too.
me too.
dont think i could ever put it better than that
dont think i succeed most of the time
oh well.
and i'm giving up geography, go figure. haha that sounds really harsh i guess. especially coming from, well, me. oh well it's not like i'm dropping the subject or anything, i'm just shutting the door of a geography degree.i tried, really i did, to cultivate an artsy brain. but i cant, too bad. frankly, solving a difficult math question gives me more satisfaction than writing a fabulous essay. hm let's try to phrase that again, shall we. i'll be OVERJOYED if i wrote a 40/50 essay, but compared to doing math questions. i take the numbers anytime.
so it's goodbye geog s, hello physics.
OH and i've decided on what to do in university.
aerospace engineering/banking/nautical engineering/applied maths/accountacy.
okay so i haven't really decided, but at least i've narrowed down the choices.
and ranked them too! left to right, most interested to least.
(subject to change, cos i'm fickle)
AHAHA so liberating man.
i cant deny the presence of that stupid little voice whispering 'motion pictures' in my head.
i cant deny the interest. but that career needs absolute passion and courage, doubt i'm ready.
so i guess till the day passion and courage arrives, i'll be content watching the oscars year in year out, catching plays and movies and wait. smilee.
i'm just trying to matter.
maybe i'll keep planes in the air, or guide ships into ports.
maybe i'll take care of money, or start investing and trading.
maybe i'll travel around the world, or never leave singapore.
maybe, just maybe.
what's Your plan?
LOVE 05S61.
you make me smile.
