bleahhh;
the last hurrah
& Saturday, April 22
what is truth?
how can we ever prove that a certain theory is true? well we experiment and test and do all sorts of insane stuff. and yet, most of the time, none are conclusive. it's interesting, really, that most theories are accepted on the basis of being "beyond a reasonable doubt". otherwise, how can scientists continue to research and present new ideas to refute the old. but, just one correct experiment which goes against the "truth" is enough to bring it down. it's overwhelming, one test to certain a lie, yet nothing is enough to certain a truth.
but i know truth, You are truth. and it doesnt matter if the speed of light as we know it is false. it doesnt matter if lettuce are bad for health or if earth does not circle the sun. i believe You are the truth. and someday i can ask all the questions, and know truth without experimenting or testing (:
what is a scientist's biggest dream? well someone said that it is to find a equation or a law that explains everything in our universe. i didnt hear it from a scientist, but it makes sense. if i were a scientist, i would want to do that too! along with the nobel prize and enough money to buy singapore, of course. is that possible? perhaps a fanstastic equation with 9845 constants and 295 variables. maybe just a variable multiplied to the speed of light. how about G O D? i dont need no equation. dont tell me science is totally unrelated to religion. for what proof do we have that science is correct, how many assumptions do we have for each theory. no, we need so much faith for science and religion alike.
i always thought we could count on mathematics. everything is about math, it never fails. humans do. "human interaction is the hardest thing", someone said that, and i totally agree. yet no matter how hard i try, i cant do without, cannot make it la. just a little argument could turn the entire day around. we rely on relationships as much as we rely on math, perhaps even more. and it was the little not-so-hard-but-significant-enough-for-me-to-be-affected lesson that taught me what i always knew, but refused to admit. so thank You so much for the blessing of friendship and family. which brings me to the point that it is my
ERJIE's BIRTHDAY today! wow i've known her for like 17yrs11months. cant imagine what it would be like without her. i mean, this is a regular convo.
esther : you know what happened in school today? ...
jane : oh i must tell you what happened in PL today...
esther : this teacher scolded ...
jane : this student told ...
esther : i slept in GP ...
jane : TODAY STAFF ROOM NO AIRCON.
esther : listen to me!
jane : let me finish first la!!
the art of incoherence, and wonderful conversations (if you call that a conversation). please note that you can only do this with someone closely related to you by blood, for obvious reasons :D
AND that basically sums up the entire week. the conflicts and resolving those conflicts. the pain resurfacing, and quieting. and floorball (: and now, back to math.
goodbye
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