bleahhh;
the last hurrah
& Wednesday, May 17
darn, i wish i were in softball.
then again, there wont be JAPAN! i'm so excited, yet unwilling. let's just say unwilling to go for the exchange programme because they will be so good and we will be so lousy. but there's so much to look forward too! the plane ride, universal studios, the memorium, all the meals and nights. arrgh tell me who can sit down to get homework done at this time? plus all the matches and practices. the cinema and library and BED. sheesh i feel like giving up my student status, then claim it back after 3 weeks. which sadly, is the time to cram everything and hope we dont explode.
i love school. it's one of the places where it seems everyone knows what they're supposed to do, and go ahead with it. it's hard to find that elsewhere. it's one of the places where i'm only responsible for my own actions, which will change in the working world, so they say. i'm dreading the day we're kicked out, because i have a badbad feeling we wont know each other anymore. it's really hard, the keep-in-touch thing.
to think i was counting down to the time i'd leave. how strange, our fickleness.
as for now, we'll cheer our hearts out and hope for a FULL day off to bum at someone's house!
if i were happier, there'll be two of me. (:
and if i sneezed anymore, there'll be three of me.
so now, we cant decide whether to laugh or cry.
goodbye
11:03 PM