bleahhh;
the last hurrah
& Friday, May 26
it's been a fanstastic week, and we're happily happy. i dont suppose you want to hear all about it, but i'll just record it, for memory's sake. classes were exceptionally boring tiring and long, maybe it's a teacher who's causing all the misery. i hope that you'll stop being angsty (because you're old so you dont have the right to be, i'm jokinggg). you're my favourite teacher, nothing will change that. i guess that's the reason why the disappointment is so great, i expected better sir. so i'm hoping that this long break will rid the bitterness, and we get the old you back. gosh, all of us know we need it. dont give up on us! please
oh the favourite teacher thing. haha jane was just telling me, how students are being downright unfair when they claim that teachers are so biased (laoshi! ok nevermind). afterall, we all prefer certain teachers, and are EVIL to others. HM i never ever thought about it from that angle before, all the double standards. we're too guilty.
i am digressing. let's go back to how good this week was. well, concert is over, so the huge pressure is lifted and we are always having fun during practices. this does nothing but fuel the excitment about japan. to some people, i say i dont feel anything out of the ordinary. to others, i say i'm superduper excited. haha i dont know how i feel exactly, so my answer depends on my mood at that particular time. maybe it's the fear that i'll expect too much and invite disappointment, so i'm trying real hard to feel normal. o well (:
FINALS. i love vj i love vj i love vj. ahahaha actually i managed to watch just ONE of it, soccer. and snippets of softball when i sneaked out of practices. gosh, it's the BEST thing ever. i love matches so much. everyone's talking about every soccer detail, so i shall do just the opposite. besides i know nuts about soccer, in fact i just learn what the offside thing is all about yesterday. it was really pretty scary, and most of the time, i was ready to accept that we're going to lose again. the first response is to pray (for once, one might say). i mean, what else can i do. other than cheer my lungs out, cheer my throat sore, and cheer my hands numb. the players cant hear anything. and yet, at the same time, how to pray? Father, i pray that vj wins. Father i pray that mj misses. i cant do that, i couldnt. so i tried the 'correct' prayer, 'Father may Your will be done'. and yet i know full well i didnt want to accept His will if it wasnt in line with my desire. oh we struggle, so so much. vjc soccer won, yet my lesson's half done. at least this Teacher wont give up. teach us how to lose. teach us how to win (:
sixone's surprise. yall make me so happy. LOVE :D
who cares if that PSYCHOmetric test was disgusting. a timely reminder that we're not as smart as we like to be. and the scary realisation that i can't multiply manually no more. alright this is so long, i think i've exhausted all the posts for the rest of the month, and next month. you can find me sleeping at mugging lane in 9 days. till theblocksareover, sayonara :))) GO VEEJAY. c'mon!
goodbye
10:55 PM