bleahhh;
the last hurrah
& Wednesday, June 21
just a week left, too far behind to catch up.
let's go in with empty heads, and cry.
hate the indifference. hate the panic attacks.
hate lazing around during the term, and trying to cram everything in last minute, compromising on every other thing that is more important.
darn i really hate it.
jane made me sound like a stupid tyrant. if you think about it real carefully, it does not make sense. imagine, me yelling the house down, jane curling on the floor laughing and ziteng staring into space, dreaming about the dream that flowed away with the water. ridiculous. anyway we did everything in much smaller degrees. she laughed a little, he stoned a little. i scolded a little, and it's no point defending myself now because i'm self-centred and nothing is fair when humans are involved. so let's leave it as that. IM A TYRANT GRR.
haha we had fun, really. we even ate icecream but had no water to wash the spoons -.-
i wrote the above on monday. so now there's only half a week left! and the flooding incident is forgotten. exams are crazzyy and i really do not like the strong televisional force.
oh man, only 3 minutes of break left :(
yay my hair is cut.
told my mum that the blocks are gonna kill me.
dreamed that oysters evolved into some huge scary thing in my freezer. my mum and i tried to kill it, but she gave up and went out to read the papers. i got scared, went to ask her to come back. came back alone. realised i left the freezer door open and the huge scary thing was on the floor grabbing my foot. arrrghhhh. finally i woke up. gosh it was horrible. must be the scary experience in malaysia, seeing a eel-like fish in a small fish tank, with its fins cut off. and chained to the floor. ughh
goodbye
3:30 PM