bleahhh;
the last hurrah
& Thursday, August 31
i frustrate the piano.
the piano irritates the siblings.
i know
friends are friends forever/if the Lord's the Lord of them/and a friend will not say never/cos the welcome will not end/though it's hard to let you go/in the Father's love we know/that a lifetime's not too long/to be as friends.
so heart wrenching.
a mountain of questions.
one futile request.
sometimes when the door creaks open, i wonder if it's you coming in. gosh it's insane to think about such nonsense. the notion that i may be insane does not drive them away. they just come. hope left. no amount of action can bring it back. later today, do i say hello or goodbye? why
not long enough
too short
i could have done so much more :(
goodbye
12:09 PM