bleahhh;
the last hurrah
& Saturday, September 30
i deliberately placed the script that way. i dont care about the number in front. i wanted you to read what was written. perhaps if you read someone else's comment, you would stop worrying that i dont care about my future, you would stop thinking that my priorities are that misplaced. i want to tell you that i'm concerned too. i do want to make you proud. it is probably naive of me to think that just one comment would alter whatever impression you've made of me over the past year. & we havent considered the possibility that that person did not really mean it. i just want you on my side. a little trust, & understanding that i learn through my mistakes. please dont forget, i'm eighteen. older than you think, younger than you think.
i want to be on your side too.
goodbye
8:52 AM