bleahhh;
the last hurrah
& Tuesday, September 5
suddenly
so
scared
sometimes it feels like the world is in front of me, waiting for me to conquer. i'm young, endless opportunities, lofty dreams. the world is mine to take.
sometimes it feels like the world is behind me. nothing about this world can affect me. all the expectations dont mean a thing. i'm not of the world, why would i want to take it.
sometimes, the world seems filled with happiness and joy. fulfillment; warms the heart. all things good
sometimes, the world seems filled with sorrow and pain. disappointment; tears the heart. all things bad
sometimes the world is too huge. i'm too small, insignificant. cannot do anything. born study work die. the only difference is one extra niche in the cemetry.
most of the time, the world is not enough.
goodbye
4:06 PM