bleahhh;
the last hurrah
& Monday, October 16
fear that grips the neck, strangle. while we're choking, we realise how meaningless it is to willingly let ourselves be sucked into the tornado of fear and helplessness. of all people, i should be least afraid, least weary, least angsty. i have all the help i need. cmon i have friends in high places! perhaps we're all secretly afraid that His plan is not ours. or perhaps, we dont feel like we're on the right side of eternity. what friends?
how can a relationship ever be built on guilt?
' if i perish, i perish. '
i'm quoting. sometimes i wonder if she said it because she was willing to sacrifice, or because she trusted. Abraham, was he reallyreally willing to sacrifice, or was his faith so strong.
probably both. oh we're lacking so much.
goodbye
7:55 PM